Friday, April 18, 2014

million-dollar question: are you wax or clay?


 
I don’t think this will be news to you, but this weekend is when Jesus’ death, burial and resurrection are celebrated in many parts of the world.  In reality, those of us who try to live our lives connected to God’s love through Jesus celebrate those events every day!  But there is something special about a weekend when you know people all over the planet are remembering and celebrating too…. 

Ever since I was little I have felt that in certain ways I was seeing the world in color while many of my friends were only seeing in black and white.  Why?  Because most times when I’d try to share with them about God’s love in my life, I’d get blank stares, confusion, sometimes teasing, and a few times criticism and opposition.  There have been other occasions when a really good conversation resulted as the other person showed genuine interest and curiosity.  But many times it has been hard to try to explain something that is as essential to me as the air I breathe, something that to me is so beautiful and real and full of color and hope, but that for the most part others seem to only be able to see my words as a faded black and white image way off in the distance somewhere, perhaps interesting but usually not applicable to them. 

So to those friends (you know who you are), this post is for you and comes from the depths of my heart:

God is real.  His truth is real.  His love is real.  The sins that I have committed are real and ugly.  And the sins that you have committed are real and ugly too.  Perhaps to you they don’t seem as ugly as what others have done.  You know you’re not perfect, but you’ve never done anything as bad as those people that choose to be bad.  But, the reality is that even a tiny drop of black paint ruins a glass of water.  And unless the glass of water that is your life is perfectly pure, you cannot be with God.  It doesn’t matter if your discolored water is lighter or darker, less or more stained, than anyone else’s around you.  All that matters is that it’s not pure.  And no one’s is.  “All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.”  That includes you.  Plain and simple. 

But your deepest need (even if it’s subconscious) and what you were created for, is to be with God, to love Him and receive His love.  So without Him there will always be a void you cannot fill no matter how you succeed in your studies, in your job, in your relationships, in your family, with your spouse, with your children, in protecting the Earth, in being a good neighbor, a good citizen, a good friend…  You are lost, and in the deep, silent times you probably know it even if you try to avoid it.  The things you’ve done that you shouldn’t have come back to haunt you and you wish that there was a way to erase past mistakes.  You’ve tried to buy into different ideologies that tell you, for example, that you can make up for past and present mistakes with future good deeds, or that past sins aren’t really that bad but instead are only lessons to be learned from, or that absolutes like good and evil don’t really exist, or any other number of belief systems.  But deep down you’re not sure if any of those really work.  Because something’s still missing: it’s never enough.

Many of you have known me for a long time and/or have known my husband and me for a few years.  You’ve noticed that we’re different in the way we live our lives, treat each other as a couple, raise our kids, make decisions, spend our time....  We talk about things that are different from what you’re used to hearing and do things differently than many others that you know.  And you’ve commented on how you admire me or us as a couple, how you think it’s great that I or we do such-and-such.  Some of you have even said that you want to do things like us in certain areas of your lives. 

I am glad you notice those things and really appreciate the compliments.  But, the reason why we are the way we are and why we do what we do isn’t because my husband and I are great, amazing people.  No, it’s only because God is great and amazing, and He changes people.  God’s love & truth transform us daily.  He changes how we see the world, how we do things, how we treat people...  And He will continue changing us, because we still have a long ways to go.  It’s not something we can do on our own:  It is only possible through the forgiveness that Jesus’ death offers us and the new life & hope that His resurrection brings. 

These events that we celebrate this weekend aren’t simply fantasy, or a feel-good story, or a moral lesson, or a moving tradition, or even just a page out of a history book:  They are authentic, vivid accounts of real, transforming moments for humanity.  They bring us face-to-face with the ugliness of sin, the pain of separation from God, the justice of God (“the wages of sin is death” so someone had to die for my sins), and ultimately the Love of God through the price paid by Jesus.  And that’s not just for my husband and me or our extended family; it applies to every person on the earth: past, present and future.  Because Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth and the life.  No one comes to the Father except through Me.”

I know that many use the excuse that you’ve known lots of hypocrites, people who do terrible things in the name of God, people who say they follow Jesus but then live selfish lives without compassion for others.  So maybe you don’t really want to believe in the God of the Bible; you’d rather reject God or just accept the parts of the Bible that you like rather than accepting the whole thing as truth including the parts that say that you need a savior and that Jesus is the only one who can truly save.  You reject Him because those religious people are just so hypocritical.  Yes, it does sadden and many times even anger me that there are hypocritical, manipulative people like those that we’ve all seen or heard of.  But really, that is only proof that human beings need help; it is no proof against God’s amazing Love & unchanging Truth.

The same God that shines His love and truth down on me shines them down on you too. God doesn’t change; the only difference at this point is the response of each one of us.  A wise man, Charles Spurgeon, once said, “The same sun which melts wax, hardens clay. And the same gospel (the good news about what Jesus did) which melts some persons to repentance hardens others in their sins.”

The truth about God’s righteousness and love does not leave us indifferent.  It either hardens our hearts or softens our hearts toward Him, depending on what we are made of.  Will you continue to mask the truth of your need of Him, hardened by your pride, self-sufficiency, self-righteousness or attempted indifference on the subject?  Or will you soften your heart, honestly and humbly accepting His love and forgiveness, and finding the freedom that only God can give when there is true repentance? 

Whatever your answer is, my friendship and care for you won’t change; I will NEVER close the door!  But between you and God, it is very, very important that you sincerely consider this, and I would say it is the most important decision you will make in your whole life.

My friend, this Good Friday we remember the ultimate sacrifice of love in history: “God demonstrated His love for us in this: that while we were still sinners (and because of that, his enemies), Christ died for us.”  So, my question for you is, with such amazing, unconditional love shining down on you:

Are you wax or clay?


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